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Well I knew I was gonna gain and I did…up 2 1/2 lbs! Crapola! It certainly didnt help that I hadnt eaten most of yesterday and my husband chooses to bring home Dominos Pizza last night at 10pm uugh. Well its the start of a new week and Im determined to behave myself no matter what stress is thrown my way. My Dad is still in the hospital and Im really hoping they figure out what the heck is wrong with him or let him go home if they can’t find anything. Im the only one out of his/ my family that lives here so Im constantly having to talk to his brothers/sisters all over the country to keep them informed of his status along with the enormous amout of people at his work where he’s been for almost 30 yrs. Its pretty much non  stop but Im going to just stay on plan and drink my water and deal. I hope everyone has a great Friday…woohoo almost the weekend! Cya tomorrow!

Wednesday was about as chaotic as the day before but Im hoping things seriously settle down a bit. Im hoping my Dad will be released from the hospital today but Im not totally sure. Its funny how stress makes you eat sometimes, Ive made some very poor choices this past few days (food wise)and I know my weigh-in tomorrow will be terrible but Im determined to get through this without totally falling off the wagon. I really appriciate everyone’s support and well wishes on here…its really meant a lot to me. My Mom is taking my daughter to the fair tomorrow, I can’t possibly resist fair food at this point so Im just going to pass on going. Im running her over there in a few minutes so she can stay the night and can be ready first thing in the morning to go to the fair. Im just going to catch up on some house and yard work for the day and prepare myself for the dreaded weigh in! Hope everyone has a great Thursday!

I can’t even explain how bad of a day yesterday was, not only did I have to pick someone up from jail (for a DUII) but I was also in the emergency room with my Dad for half the day…could that get any worse. I now can say I know where the jail in my town is…I could have lived without that information. It was a ridiculous day and I was so stressed out that I didn’t even remotely stay on plan but I’ve beat myself up enough about it last night and Im jumping right back on track this morning. Today has got to be a better day, well I guess it doesn’t have to but I sure wish it would be. I hope everyone else has a great Wednesday! Cya tomorrow!

I was still struggling yesterday for the latter part of the day, I just need to get my mindset back and get over this slump. This is normally the part where I fall off the wagon completely and Im determined not to do that. I honestly don’t want to fail and know I need to do this for more reasons than I can count so Im going to keep pushing through. Im going to try to get out and walk tonight if its not sickenly hot…supposed to be 103 today! uugh Hope everyone’s having a great Tuesday, I’ll check in tomorrow.

Well yesterday was a slight disaster, I stayed with my food plan up until about 9pm and then I just couldn’t stand it anymore! I ended up having an ice cream from Dairy Queen (oops) and eating about half of it which considering I haven’t had sugar since July 31st Im surprised I didnt break earlier.I also had a small square cookie and a little bit (2 or 3 spoonfuls)of the sloppy joe mix that I had made for dinner all or which is not on my eating plan. Im now back on track and trying not to beat myself up for the slip up. I just hope it doesn’t effect my weigh-in too much on Friday. I’ll be shopping all day today at the mall to finish up school clothes shopping…fun fun. Im just determined to make good food choices while out and about. Hope everyone else has a great Monday!

Saturday went ok, I was super busy so I didnt end up eating breakfast till about noon and then I didnt eat lunch till 5pm so it was really to late to eat by the time I was hungry again so I just skipped dinner. My daughter had a slumber party so I was running all day trying to keep up with kids. I hope things calm down soon! Hope everyone had a great weekend!

Friday went fine, stayed on track with food and water ect. It was a pretty quiet day overall, my daughter had friends over all day so I was kinda stuck at home watching a bunch of tweens uugh. My daughter is going to the family brunch/lunch thing at 11am and Im sure my Mom will have a few lovely things to say to me when I drop her off at her house…oh well. Figured I would do some shopping while they are out to eat, should be fun. Anyway, hope everyone has a great Saturday! Cya

Well I was dreading weighing in but surprisingly enough the scale was nice to me, down another 3 lbs! Its not that I went off plan ever but I just didnt feel like I was losing at all and considering I peeked at the scale mid week and I was only down a tenth of a pound to say I am shocked is an understatement. Yesterday went well, food and water were right on track. Didnt get a whole lot of excersize  so I need to improve that but overall it went ok. I made a big pot of homemade chili and homemade cornbread but I resisted both and ate what I was supposed to even though the chili was Core except for 1 ingrediant. I did make the decision not to go out to lunch on Saturday with my brother, I know people don’t really understand why I cant go but trying to find something at a resteraunt that is Core is super hard. The only place that makes it semi-easy is a place with a salad bar and the place they are going doesnt have one. Im not planning on being a shut in and I still go out all the time but just not to eat, Im trying to concentrate on other activities that arent based around food so I can stay focused. Well I guess thats all for now, hope everyone has a great Friday! Ciao

Wednesday went ok, stayed on track with food and water but found out that my brother is coming into town on Friday and wants to go to breakfast or lunch on Saturday. Normally this would be fine except with the eating plan Im on it really doesn’t allow you to eat out at all so Im worried. I don’t honestly want to go because of this but my Mom would freak if I didnt, the worst thing is that I don’t want my eating plan to be a topic of conversation and somehow I think it might be. I don’t know what Im going to do at this point…I should be able to just say I don’t want to go and not care if anyone is mad at me but for me thats harder than it sounds. Its not like my brother and I are even close, I rarely talk to him, maybe once or twice a year and since he and I have about 10 yrs between us we don’t have a lot in common. I guess I’ll just have to think about it some more. Tomorrow is my weigh-in and even though Ive been 100% on plan I still don’t feel like Im losing so I guess I’ll see what happens. Hope everyone has a great Thursday!

Tuesday was once again a challenge but I made it through without screwing up; Ive been “missing” a lot of foods lately i.e. pizza, McDonalds ect and I guess Im just going to have to struggle with the cravings for a while and hope they go away soon. I did stick to my eating plan and drank all my water; my parents have my daughter so I just did some housework and relaxed all day enjoying the quiet .Can’t wait for school to start back up…c’mon Aug 31st! Have to grab my daughter today and run some errands so hopefully I’ll have enough going on to forget what Im missing. Hope everyone else have a awesome Wednesday!